Im in th bridge of falling down when someone pick me up , helping me in every ways just to move, leaving every past i had and trying to help me just to see the big picture of the puzzle . Somehow , it succeed and it asked "What do you think of your past?" I was speechless but somehow only tears starts to drips out with no reason . Why? Because im seeing the past right infront of my eyes . Memories , dull , happy , starts to gush . I run , run with no reason yet trying to find my Personal Legend of what am i to the world? And it replies with only 7 words yet a contradict meaning ; 'You are the world of the world' . Drawing out , i try to realize what my dreams are . I sat, thinking for hours , wasting time just like that hoping every miracle that i hope will be turn out . I realize , there's no point of going back. Life is too short to have grudges . I sat , thinking for hours again , if people realize that what they are doing now are just a waste of time while you can do works which are more meaningful . Like sitting infront of the computer/lappy for hours , feeling so enjoy in the world of cyberworld when they could just step out of the house , alone , walking alone the pavements and realize the small creation around or even realize their Personal Legend in their life and catching their dreams which they've dreamed of seconds minutes hours days weeks months years or so. 'When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it' .

I boost out all of my things , throwing with tentrum and a picture fall upon my knees . I start to cry those pictures which meant to me so much . I dont know where i stand . Remembering some people whom i always want to be by my side, but wondering even for a second if they ever recall those moments. Maybe they've moved on to meet others , and im still stuck at the same place , being so naive , still having faith they'll return , but its just a mist fill with darkness .

Its real , i need a time out .