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JUBBIEDUBBIEE! :D HPPY BDAYYYYYYYY TO FYE THE PEA O: May all your wishes and dreams cmes trueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! All the luck fr your Os , you evil plankton! :D
HPPY BDAYYY TO LUFEEEE TOO! O:
Ive been sick sick sick and being grounded over smt . Mommy just pissed off me when she just cant stop nagging over a small issue . Cheeeeeebs uhhh .
"Ive been lying all this while and i feel guilty . I wanted to tell the truth bt im scared . Hw could i be soo evil by lying to him ? I wanted to get bck my old me , bt i just cnt let myself gg on with the flow of his . His laughter and all just kept on rewinding evry time i woke up in the mrning . I tried to be cool and all bt i knw this is nt who i am . Its hard to find the truth . Tried to get rid of him bt i just dnt have the heart . Telling myself tt its just a trap bt it wont do . The words tt he wrote and gave me evryday just make me happy and idk why . Tried to refrain myself frm rplying and all bt i cnt. I knw the love he gave is just as a friend and nt mre bt idk why i wanted to be in tt sitution soo eventho i hate it . I should have nt knew him . Smts when i think bck , idk why i knew you in the first place and why god bring me to this situation soo ? Smts i prayed so tt both of us will be together bt i knew tt it wnt happen bt idk why i still have a strong faith behind it . Ive sweared to myself bfre tt i wnt fall into any traps anymre as i dnt wanna be a saw looser . oh gosh , its diff . " Should i admit it and end it ? |
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Thursday, June 26, 2008
JUBBIEDUBBIEE! :D HPPY BDAYYYYYYYY TO FYE THE PEA O: May all your wishes and dreams cmes trueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! All the luck fr your Os , you evil plankton! :D
HPPY BDAYYY TO LUFEEEE TOO! O:
Ive been sick sick sick and being grounded over smt . Mommy just pissed off me when she just cant stop nagging over a small issue . Cheeeeeebs uhhh .
"Ive been lying all this while and i feel guilty . I wanted to tell the truth bt im scared . Hw could i be soo evil by lying to him ? I wanted to get bck my old me , bt i just cnt let myself gg on with the flow of his . His laughter and all just kept on rewinding evry time i woke up in the mrning . I tried to be cool and all bt i knw this is nt who i am . Its hard to find the truth . Tried to get rid of him bt i just dnt have the heart . Telling myself tt its just a trap bt it wont do . The words tt he wrote and gave me evryday just make me happy and idk why . Tried to refrain myself frm rplying and all bt i cnt. I knw the love he gave is just as a friend and nt mre bt idk why i wanted to be in tt sitution soo eventho i hate it . I should have nt knew him . Smts when i think bck , idk why i knew you in the first place and why god bring me to this situation soo ? Smts i prayed so tt both of us will be together bt i knew tt it wnt happen bt idk why i still have a strong faith behind it . Ive sweared to myself bfre tt i wnt fall into any traps anymre as i dnt wanna be a saw looser . oh gosh , its diff . " Should i admit it and end it ? |
