"I thght I'm the only one who's clse to her bt indeed noo . I pull bck my words when I see my name wasnt on the list bt another girl . A girl who kept reign popularity arnd her and because of her popularity , everyone tried to be 'close' to her . Im soo outta words when I see her webpage . I'd always wish tt she'll always be by my side when I need it bt it nvr seems like it does . I tried to undrstand her bt it'll nvr happen . I do feel hurt by her words smts as I admit it . Tried to be a happy-go-lucky person like she wished to but it didnt happened so . She do admit it once bt other person's name was up thre . How could she ? oh , nevertheless I still love her with ooozing of love aftr following every step of hers . "

Try to figure it outt whom Im referring to . Im nt being childishsxzsxz or whatt bt this is what I feel all alng . Thre's a word called as 'blog' on this world whre I can express my feeling & thghts ryte ? So here I am expressing it without a hush as this is what I call a blog is , Dummmmmmeh . :D