Walking down the aisle in the town when suddenly my heart stop pumping . It was the most painful incident tt i've ever seen . I just cant believe it tt he'd been lying behind the bars . Went away as i cant stand the reality tt im facing . And so i Just let him leave without a trace in my life .

And i admit it~

Nothing happened much fr today . Supposed to rot at home as mommy had some appointment so she gave me a task to do at home . Sheeesh~

Once done , Fadd came over to my house and we talk talk talk . Planned to go to town and we did . Get change which i took a longggggg time to get ready . Huahuahua . =/

Once done , went out . ZOOM ZOOOM ZOOOOOOM ! :D

Went to Starbuck first once we reached town as we were thirsty . Took a sip and as i was walking down the aisle , i saw smt which catches my eyes fr every of his movements . I was shock . I wanted to go there and cnfrnt it but i cant . I dnt hav the takes . Fadd pull me over and we walk away . I thght everything was imaginary in my dreamland but it wasnt . It was being showned lively . Gosh~

How would i face the reality again ?

And so i just leave him without a trace in my life eventhough i could still feel it through the scars and hearing every whispers of his every night .

The whole day i wasnt in the mood .

Sorry aye Fadd~